Perhaps the past few weeks was one of the worst of my life.
First, I’ve been very sick to the point that I thought that this was the last episodes of my show. It was worst. I don’t even know how to explain it, it was like something you wouldn’t want to experience again. Everything was there, flu, cough, colds, hunger, pain, stress, sorrow, fear anger and depression. Negativity at its finest. But thankfully, I’m starting to recover slowly, very slowly in fact. I can’t wait to be my “normal” self again.
So much for that health issue, I’m not really good at maintining it by the way. Another reason to add up to the worsteness of the past weeks is that our training is finally coming to an end. It’s time again to go back to that place where I faced the horrendous things back then. But this time, I really hope that I will be able to endure everything, I will be more powerful and conquer them all.
And to end the list is my not-so-wonderful relationship. Always complaining, always asking for more, what the hell, what strange situation did I get myself into again. Why do I like crazy situations? But I like it somehow, I want to see where this relationship would go. Will this be a door to devastation or a portal to a paradise with sparkling water and golden rays of sun. We’ll see about that, hopefully it’s the latter . . . hopefully.
It’s been a long while since my last post, well, I’ve been busy a lot because of personal stuff , I can’t find time to do extra things like posting in this blog, I can’t even open my programming books anymore.
*Man I need time.*


